no matter how far away i walk or run,
i somehow end up here,down at your feet,
seeking your face and forgiveness,
for only you complete me
and my identity only comes from you.
so i ask myself
when will i just stop and be still in your presence
and let go of all the mipango wa kandos
aka the world and it’s pleasures?
there is the 80-20 rule in relationships
when you cheat on your partner
you usually give up 80%
go for the 20%
with you its 100%
i give it up for nothing
nothing that comes clothed as something
times as everything
only to unwrap it and find emptiness
so i ask myself again
when will i just stop and be still
when will i just be still in your presence
and know that you are God
and only you can satisfy?