and then it her “I already lost him without warning.”she smiled as a tear slipped down her face.she smiled because it happened;because they happened,albeit for a short while…and that’s just life.
She knew the day would come,when he would belong to another;when he would love another. And when he met her,the other her i mean, she already saw the signs but she was not ready to let go.she knew the two of them could not be. fate hadn’t meant for them. whenever their paths crossed, it was never the right time for the two of them,no matter how deep their love for each other.theirs would be a love that they would share forever,only separately.
he saw how his eyes glowed and how he smiled more.he even seemed to have grown younger and she know there was someone else responsible for all that.and part of her was happy for him;the bigger part of her but there was a small part that did not want to share him and though she could not have him,she did not want another to have him.they say if you love someone,set them free…..she stops at that.the rest of the saying was not relevant to her situation.and whitney houston’s song played in the back ground ‘I will always love you’ she whispered in the wind,with her eyes closed as if he was standing right next to her,only he wasn’t but the way she said it,he must have heard it wherever he was.the wind must have transported it to him and wherever he was,he must have thought of her at that exact moment and smiled to himself.
She was not going to cry because she was happy.honestly.she had a man who loved her and made her happy.this was just a part of her that never really got exploited and now she knew for sure that that’s how it would forever be.he and she would always love each other but from afar and now that she knew he was happy,she was ok with that arrangement.she was ok with letting him go and letting him be.
its funny how life works out sometime,right?you have this person you so like but you never say a thing then years later when your paths cross,you find out even the other party liked you only that now you both moved on and you are with other people,and you are actually happy where you are but you both know that somehow the spark between you will always be…