once bitten twice shy. but what happens when you get bitten twice?i don’t really know but im kinda finding out.know like when you are told let by-gones be by-gones?they so totally need to be left there.at times we get sentimental about decisions we may have made and go back on them and then when they bite comes,we even feel a bit embarrassed to share it with another.
and you guessed right,i fell victim if getting bitten twice.i know,i know.i have this thing about not giving up on people too soon;like you come and look at me with puppy eyes and i go like ‘let’s give him/her another chance.maybe he/she indeed has changed’ and i do believe in people changing but i also know that the leopard does not change its spots,so i don’t know.times it takes the second biting for you to get really shy and find out, that things are the same way as when you first left.
i am a lil mad at myself for having fallen so soon into the same trap.maybe its more of my ego being bruised coz of how dumb i must look in their eyes.i won’t lie,i have an image to protect…hehehe. but seriously,there’s nothing more annoying to me as people i had washed my hands from thinking im a loser but you know what, stuff happens and life has got to move on and this is just a confirmation for me that the first decision indeed is the right one and so moving on swiftly….
i wanna tell myself this is the last time i am using my blog page space and time to write about this…hmmm,i actually can do that,right?just tell myself that this is not going down ever again and i get strict on myself…tsk…tsk…
so now,let by-gones be by-gones actually.just let them be.water under the bridge,as long it just flowed there,let it flow in peace.do not disturb it…hehehei am a strong person.i can do whatever i put my mind to so…watch this space….